you were a refreshing punch in the face. talking to you was like breathing in the crisp fall air after several months of the heat. for some reason you were so intriguing and my hands didn't even shake when i was around you. soon enough i fell in love with your laugh and how you made me feel, besides at 3 a.m because my heart ached to see you. i became in love with all your flaws but they weren't really flaws because they were perfect to me. you made me feel so safe and alive and although most days i wish i was dead you made me happy to live. you made me want to try, you made me want to be a better person. i cleaned up my mess of a life and even got out of bed early to see you. i was so consumed with you and before i even knew it you became my entire universe