You know how your heart swells
When you finally find that piece
To the puzzle that is "you"
You've been looking for all your life?
You know how your eyes close slowly
As you absorb the feeling of knowing
These are your people, this is your place,
This is your world, your universe, your home?
What about how your fingertips numb
And your brain refuses to calm down
Enough to let you sleep and rest and heal
Because it has sunk in at last:
That piece to your puzzle is lost forever,
And there will never be a place for you to belong.
That hand that gently grips your shoulder
In a soft show of support
Will always be just a touch foreign.
That encouraging smile that stretches
Across a familiar face as you try again
Will always seem a little out of place.
These people are not your people,
This place is not your home,
This is not where you belong.
Your people are gone and
Your home was destroyed,
And those who knew you
Are far and long gone.
I don't want this to be my norm.
But I don't belong anymore.