So now it hurts,
I knew i had it all.
and in the times of pain
it's my right to break and fall
stupid, opened my heart
idiotic, opened my soul
for things not returned
walk away with a hole

i just want to hate and be free
forget the things done to me
i put up ever stronger walls
reinforced to never let in, never fall

locked up my once alive heart
threw away that melevolent key
its a lonely world out there for some
maybe i like lonely, maybe it's just me

back to the rage, i find my way
deadened nerves are here to play
i find some comfort in my head
drowing pain in deep, deep red


its not healthy, probably bad
but the hell with healthy
i refuse to be sad

so now i stand and walk alone
king of hatred, i take my throne
a seat thats familiar, and one i own
venturing out is bad, this i've been shown
never take a chance on another
never get hurt by a false lover.