you don't have a friend here - no, you don't - you think you have, but no, you don't have a friend here - they're always strong when they have the riches of health - but when they loose it, they begrudge the natural stem of things - mortality has never been so ugly... and i mean ugly... rotting apple core licked akin to eating maggots; friends sort of vanish when Everest crops up - and for the better - their families are ****** up enough that they don't need friends to prop them as either sane or sober - i mean, who the **** needs friends when you can have prejudices to make theatricals with?