Every day I awaken early always I open the curtained window to gaze upon the fire red sky sink my thoughts into the tallest trees distract my mind from these worries I drift into the aromatic leaves of tea try not to let flashes of you beset me all your photographs I must quickly pass I walk wooded paths for beauty to seek and from my lips your name I shall not speak and never think of our last road trip the Colorado river, the ocean, the weight of this sinking ship.