Only if I lift my plate and pass it around I had no food maybe when it comes back around I try and lift it up but it always came strait back down I try and do good but it's just never enough I'm not bad I do no harm I'm just heartless and always alarmed I keep my smile but in side you will hear what I say I have a sad soul 85% depression never been happy Had it rough as an adilessont beat down everyday from a passive agretion town down pulled down alway ******* Never owned **** I had it rough as a kid sleeping under the bed so they couldn't find me I was frightened to talk but always thought y me I close my eyes I see a man with a belt behind me cried most of my tears so young that I just sit here and wait for life's out come I'm not even fighting to live I'm just living too die