You know your sad when all you can do is listen to that one song that makes you feel so much. Everything you try to do won't make it go away. Nothing will make the pain go away. Especially those people who hurt you and are still acting like they did nothing wrong. Those who still act like your just a second choice. All you can do is listen and you won't act because your stuck. You feel empty inside.
Their are moments when if feels like the sun is shining threw and you tell yourself over and over I will be ok  I will be ok
and then suddenly, Boom.  Everything just seems to go wrong all over again. Even after the fact you feel like you want to give up or that you need to give up. You go back to that small moment. To the small ray of sun shine. You think about how you felt. You want to feel alive again the need the want it floods your body and you just want to break down into tears. Because you feel so far away for everything and everyone.  But that's all you will ever be. Stuck in the darkness. While everyone else gets what they want and what they think they **deserve