Making lunches, and doing dish after dish. Folding little pieces of laundry after successfully fighting the stains. Sweeping, and mopping, picking up tiny toys over and over and over again.
Wiping little handprints off of glass and off of walls. Making beds, and scaring monsters away. Bedtime stories, and midnight snuggles. Waking up early, making breakfast.
Feeling complete, feeling whole again. Feeling what it feels like to mean the world to someone. Knowing that you have no choice but to carry on, Cause this little person depends solely on you to be okay. So that makes it so easy, you can smile with no falsehoods behind it at all. Because to know the feel of little arms wrapped around you, and to hear "Momma, I love you as much as you love me" Is the best feeling in the world, it is the instant recharge of your soul.
It's this I miss, It's this I need. It's not having these things that makes it hard to carry on.