Insanity is what ran through me Intensity plunging into me Breathing is not wheezing but coming easily Tingling reawakening Space vacating me I’m a vortex of for ever waiting Playing on words, hoping to be heard Spinning on this earth that is worth… Nothing? Something? Maybe Say to me the words that send guilt Through sensations I have yet to word Liking is a fighting, loving is despising Wanting to be curious, how could I not with the words of his Blister me with sincerity Sending burning regret through every vain Every way, in each new light I fight and twist new perspective To yell at me, to say to me everything is all right And believe its true. That me and you collided for some kind of real Reeling going wild My heart beats with the laughter of a child Happiness is your contagious energy I take it in and let it live in me Your sweet scenic imagery Watercolor paintings reflecting back at me Beauty is something new and founding Whirl pool of commonalities Blasphemies of morals and value But I cant help how my happiness swells How you a smile into me Chilling water not nearly as refreshing Retesting, rethinking my boundaries Seeing new towers, higher mountains and walls Longer tunnels and halls To walk, climb and crawl How far the journey to a wanting place To a unsure space in any case I hope your happy That my presence is half as enchanting Because your words they leave me panting How can I not, with no words forgot? Blister me with guilt’s hot iron Set me on fire. Or should we not? I forgot the binding power of A forever real friend ship Set my ship on fire And drown all hopes and desires