She asks me why this is so hard I know to her this is bizarre It's my habits I should change but they keep changing me And the further in the week it goes The more she can see I don't need a slimmer waist line But I don't mind feeling small Please stop my mother tells me Before there's nothing there at all And I'm trying but somedays I don't want to anymore F* it I got bigger problems Push anorexia out the door