Second night no sleep
My eyes uncontrollably weep
But not from emotions
From hours, open, staring
At this tiny illuminated screen
Reading your art
And trying to pertain it to my life
Haha my life
If I had a life I wouldn't
Shoot poison in my veins
And waste the night away glued
To this small illuminated
Alternate reality
Searching for some clarity
Trying to tie the hellucinations
To recently posted poems
A lot actually do seem they were written for me
You know who you are
Or maybe I'm finally crazy
I've got food on my mind
Any things fine
Then I'm ready for sleepy time