I would always give my time for anyone be there when they needed it but when it came down for me where were they I wasted my time on them people who didn't give me any, and I can see my friends getting really close with other people and I just now I am the least important one there but you get use to it being cancelled on, being left out and most of all being the second option for most of you reading this don't feel bad for me I've just learned to always keep my expectations low so none of this would matter