I crave to feel the pangs of anxiety fill my fleshy veins Hastily they induce brief, jolting, electric, waves of tenderness I am revitalized like cracked lips to a water drenched cloth Suckeling the remnants of satisfaction Ravenously the addiction sets in and swarms the empty worlds in between my teeth Words filling them in as the deceit spreads I am diseased and bewildered, I ache for the hazardous It’s the lust and temptation of the night I fear will fade away Bare white mountainous knuckles gripping to the guileless lucid ideas of serendipitous romances Surrendering to the howl whilst giving in to the bittersweet and otherworldly seductions of marrow Scraping pieces of the exceptions with a fine tuned whistle and blow deep into my mind's havoc I’ve desired the ever changing hands of he to fool me perpetually Unfamiliar lips in shapes and sizes fill my ears with ceaseless notions Rippling soul shuddering vibrations as if they were the whispers of past lovers There is no you definitively Roaming vivaciously in darkened walkways Sore blistering hands reach palms up beaten sweaty, uninhibited, and cool Etching each tick of the patron clock into my skin, grimacing as the moments slip For when the hue of the lunar’s menace gleam is no longer near Tomorrow night you will be a different you Tenderly forgiving the infractions of dusk’s wicked mystic As l walk past immortalized shadows down by the sea to meet another hue