Everything about who I am is dissolving and forming into someone new. I'm letting go of my past. Embracing the future with an open hand. I love the life I've lived. The friends I've had for years. However if I keep caring on the way I am; I will no longer be alive to write these words I so often do. I'm starting new. I'm going to leave those who doubt me stuck in disbelief. This is my oath to myself. It's time for change. It's time to say goodbye. I'm ready to begin the next chapter of my life. I'm ready to be free of heartbreaking memories. This is my new beginning. For now on the girl I was will be buried in the ashes of what she once loved.