i've got hollow bones and glass skin so i know you can see just how much i ache and pressed between that marrow rests ink-dipped butterflies and sun-scorched jellies and we know you can see how they struggle through every tide and hurricane all for you. i'm all cracks and fissures, baby, all smoke-filled lungs and liquor-drowned liver every depth of dark ocean and sky and mind and i just need you to let me be your light; i'll ready the soldiers apollo gave me, each sun in my smile ready to march on for you until i have none left. this isn't a burden, but a blessing.