You were always there waiting For a patch of blue in a storm cloud So you could smile even as it rained Because you knew then that what you waited for Was not a dream but the water that cooled your mind
You felt love before you left him Just to save your skin before the tree branch fell And broke into pieces washing ashore at last Into your parched living room to rest So you could stitch the dead leaves into your past
In a dream from which you never could awaken You reached and called a number that never rang Because the line wasnβt connected to anything But an erstwhile lover you sat next to on a broken sofa As you wondered if he would ever know the song you sing
Itβs not the thought of real love that hurts so much But the empty hands of companionship that caresses Your life and who you are because of all your losses And the chance you had to be held at night As the birds teach us to sing a lullaby with our own voices*