She ***** up
As tight as she can
And she cries
And her soul aches
And she misses him
For the billionth time in her life
And it's all so pointless
And all she wants is a knife
And all she does is cry
Everything is falling apart
And she has nothing
No happiness
She misses love
Misses hugs and kisses
And comfort
She misses so much
She's broken
And she can no longer fix herself
No longer pretend it'll be okay.