Frustrated by my own mistakes, unsure of my next decision. I am not sure where I should turn? Confused by bad choices and missteps, I wander around in my own thoughts looking for answers. In the turmoil of my own internal conflict, I obsesses over my emotions. It gets to the point that I begin to emotionally internalize my problems and shut down a part of myself. I then become apathetic and begin to border of depression. Trying to find a way back from the edge of despair, all because I am disillusioned with myself.