Just when I think you are You're not I'm on a roller coaster Your roller coaster A roller coaster you're making as you go along And I'm strapped in with no way off You don't even realize what you're doing to me You bring me up Plunge me down It makes me so scared I'm not afraid of the ups and downs I'm afraid you'll one day stop And I'll just fall I don't thing I could survive that fall I can barley survive the downs You don't even know you're doing it You just go on your merry way Not realizing you drag my feeling with you I don't know how to cope I've never had to before I've had crushes But not like this one You make me so nervous More nervous than I've ever been I just don't know how to deal To act To feel To be You're tossing my up and down Up and down I can't handle you I can handle anyone Just not you You've thrown me off You make me go at your pace No one ever takes me by their pace But you of course Why do you do this to me? How do you do this to me? I'm confident You make me humble I'm loud You make me quite I curse like a sailor! You make me sound like a nun I'm not a person to **** with You make me as threatening as a kitten I'm the biggest ******* ***** And you make me a child! I'm intelligent, despite my crude language, You make me feel an imbecile Nobody has ever done this to me I never let anyone But somehow Without my noticing You do all this I wasn't expecting it I wasn't expecting you You slip passed my defenses Not tripping a single alarm Dancing your way passed my walls Taking my heart for your own Without even knowing it Not even trying My cute little thief How do you do this to me?