I am in this giant cocoon again
Waiting for my fingernails to grow
Longer, sharper than any glimmering redness can handle
Don't want to make new scar
've got enough already

If only i could
Clip the playbacks, throw them away
Clip 'em again when they grow on my demons
Throw them away
Again, like these transparent milky crescents

So my beautiful ruby would not cry
So my shining rosy cheeks would not be shy
Am i lacking something?
Sadly,
I am

In this giant cocoon again
Funny how it fits perfectly
Wrapping tight around me
Almost too tight i might lose my mind before i
Metamorphose

Into a giant fly
Ready to **** on your clean hands
Gotta wash it again?
You can't even look me in the eyes
There are so many