How could you, how did you? In a few months that our so called was created. How can I hate you and miss you so much? My point, your point, was there even any point? One blow after the other,piercing into my fragile heart. Like an opponent I waited for the bell. Even as I write a blow just waived through. I tried to go down and you followed me,like a scorned child I opened the door As I moved up you came throwing a lie of forgiveness. I accepted as my heart was shielded by fake reunion,fake wishes flying on our heads as we lied to the world. How could you, how did you? The unshakeable me was shaken to a point of no return today From your desire to hold on to my drowning self to survive How could you hold on to me?when you new I could not swim? As I drown kicking and screaming,I can still feel your hand pushing me down My so called Nemesis/friend/killer