Substantial substance. Trying to conquer the divide. Nothings right. Losing you was the worst thing in my life. I need you to be alright. I wish I could feel you. Explosions in the sky. Look me in the eyes. Stare into my soul. Tell me all those ******* years weren't meaningful. You still hold my heart. Tight hands, Steady grasp. Encompassing my world. Your name speaks volumes. I can't talk about it. I can't breathe. Vomiting from dark things. I've turned to the worst Overpassing time. Time wasted On memories. Lost. It's all ******* lost. Searching through darkness. Dead forests And dead trees. Branches buckling Under my feet. Searching. Yearning. Where are you? My heart drops Every time our eyes meet. **** the past Begin again. Just love me for who I am. I promise I promise I'll never let go.