Why is this so hard? Why can't I decide? I hate you, I love you. It's a little bit of both. I want to forgive you, But I can't. You hurt me, You brutally murdered me. I hate the person you've become, But I love the person you were. I don't want to let you go, But I don't want to stay with you either, I can't decide. I love you, But I still hate you.