I wonder if I can build a wall so tall it becomes a well and people who pass will throw their pennies with scraped chunks of wishes onto my head like copper rain and no one will find me because they only search the ground level never below, deep inside this tower, my castle, and if one day they give up I can kick out some stones and they will all give way to the spaces and bury me forever in all the fears I hide from, heavy heavy heavy under my tall stone well.