my world turns silent
and my thought go to you
our amazing love and our horrible fall out

I cant stand to think of you and her
the loving way you would caress me
now your fingertips gracing her

those lips that were forever mine
rubbing against the stranger to our love
making me feel sick to my stomach

I throw up the lusting you have for her
wondering if you are starting to love her
what happened to your love for me

What happened to us
what happened to you
my love for you is still the same

My heart still wants to claim yours
my soul still connected to yours
but aching at every rejection of being ignored

You have hurt me more than anyone i have ever met
and yet my heart longs for you the most
and soul aches for you

And you want another
you wont talk to me
your done

Im here standing in shock.
You said you wanted to marry me
You said you wanted me to have your children
You said for me to leave you alone forever

How does this all add up