Once upon to never

I once dream of you as my happily ever after
But you told be me I wasn't even your once upon a time
I even cried in front of you
And you just wave me goodbye..

Don't you know..
I talked about you like you're the stars that shine through me
I look at you like that too..

And honey..
Don't know if I'll love or hate it..
But suddenly all the love songs are about you..

It could've have warned me
Just a little sign
Your last hi
Could be our goodbye

Now I wonder why they say 'Good'bye
When it's never 'good' to say bye

Remember when you say you want this to work out??
I can't believe we almost had it..
We're just getting started
Then we start over thinking
Fantasizing.. Imagining.. Worrying.. Doubting.. Expecting.
Then it's ruined.

And I know I'm wrong
In letting you hold my heart
I know you'll dropped it
Like everyone does

I don't get easily give up on someone
I don't abandoned people..
And I guess that's why it hurts so bad when you leaved me.

I don't regret that I came across with you..
But sometimes I wish I had walked away from the start and left everything at hello.