I shouldn't give you

The acknowledgement

You desperately seek,
Since your temperament

Compells you to do
What most consider

Irrational

And pitifully bitter.

You solely act on
Sudden impulses
Which you can't even
Attempt to ignore.

I'm not just a pawn
Who follows repulsive
Banter you spew
And seem to implore

Is free of any
Erroneous speech,
Though this fallacy,
I have to ponder:

How can you remain aptly confident
When all these relationships, you *squandered?