oh dear love what did i do, i blame myself for losing you. truely the fault is at your feet, losing this fight i'm feeling defeat. currently my feelings are more then confused, took advantage of my heart leaving me used. completely upset and let down, by not noticing this from the start i feel like a clown. why did i let myself do this, i fell the second we had our first kiss. the three words that mean a lot, i thought you meant it i guess you did not. how could you say "i love you" to me, when you knew dating me was never your prioraty. i'm completely broken, with every word i say i'm still choking. never wanting to feel this pain anymore, hurts so bad it's hard to ignore. starting to let go of you, i don't know what i'm going to do. a huge part of my life you were to me, i'm completely lost without you can't you see. i lost & you won, now that you're done.