I find myself not understanding somethings. Why people look to a man they can not see. Why people base their lives on stories they were not in. Why people keep trying after they fail. Why people want love though it always ends badly. Why people physically hurt them selves to make emotional pain go away. Why people think they love someone who hurts them. Why people keep on living, trying to stay alive, not wanting to die. Why I want this one person. Why I still go to school everyday. Why I try and get good grades. Why I try to look my best. Why I try to please people. Why I try and please you. Why I love you. Why I care. Why.