What do you want? What am I meant to say? Nothing will ever, change this anyway. You won't let me die, but please stop checking in, I'll tell you what's wrong when I know where to begin. The darkness closes on all of my life, I've accepted that I deserve all this strife, but she is gone, and all my friends are too, the only person still checking, on me is you, and one day you'll stop, and I'll be free, and after that day, the world won't miss me