i'm fine as long as i never think about it again never think about you again and how the sun is always setting right behind your face, competing with your shadow i'll try, but i know i'll never forget how you are both the strongest and gentlest person i've ever encountered or how your smile is a warm blanket that shields me from how hard i am on myself as long as i never think about all the secrets you've told me and no one else, i know i'll be okay i locked them away long ago in my cage of bones with a heart-shaped lock you took off with the key out of sight, out of mind i hope to god that's true because i won't be alright if i keep thinking of you