Why does it take ages for you to finally shine?
Why must we constantly get rejected like a never ending timeline?
The questions I ask myself as I wait for a dime
To enter my life instead of another dropout who couldn't dig deeper beyond the thick coating blocking everyone on the outside
What's the point in waiting for a miracle you never saw in your future?
What's the point in holding onto hope if hope never wanted you?
I don't believe there's a point at all, my destination is just another dark cloud in the sky dripping water from its face
The one place I never wanted to go but by fate somehow ended up
I can't free myself of the curse I live with
I wish I could but there's no way to rewrite my story
All I can do is sit back and watch her walk out the door that slowly closes
A beauty who's touch is like an angel's but was never perfect
Her flaws made her into the strong individual she is today
The only person I thought I had a chance with until that dream turned out to be a sell out
I hoped to feel the warmth another but my life had other plans for the winter
Winter only thickens the icebox strangling my heart
And as happy as my feet become I can never crack the ice and open up
She was the only one who could set me free but she never knew
She threw the key I gave her and couldn't accept who I was
I wasn't some six foot five well known athlete who could give her what she claimed to be "everything she needed"
I couldn't keep playing the charade she expected me to play while she lived the illusion she thought she could turn me into
I'm just gonna to have to accept the lonely road without any regrets weighing down my Blackened Loveless Heart