My eyes couldn't adjust to the light Only the green glow of formalin Breathing in the fumes Until my lungs are black The sketches of your anatomy Bent so strange by the candel-light A pin ***** Could let the spirits inside me Open me I am empty Fill me with your dust Wind me up To be your toy soldier Taking bullets for you Taking a knife to belly You laugh as I rust *"Jacob, I never asked you to love me, I never asked you to care. I told you I would hurt you Use you Sell you Compel you ******* for the taste ******* for the race I wanted your legs Wrapping white legs The branch of trees On which a bird will land and a song I have aleady forgotten