My life I feel is at a stand still. With little to no friends I struggle. My life is like a ******* hole full of emptiness. I try to continue with the mask on my face and it starts to crack. I am being pushed into a corner and don't know what to do. I try to get help but no response. I try to help others even when they never help me when I need it. My life is a complete disaster. I have lost my feelings for life and everyone in it. I don't know.....how to feel anymore. My mind, heart, and soul is lost. ****** into the void. I am just an emotionless person trying to be happy when I know I can't. Wondering upon this earth studying. Learning. How to makeup emotions and feelings. Trying to make myself feel again. I really don't know what to do or think anymore.