I remember having a thought
but then i remember not
whether this be naught
or maybe a clot in my head
and some sought of amnesia
I do not know.
I remember happiness
which i cannot seem to grasp
I also remember a sadness
that draws out rivers of tears
that soon flood my memory
with their salty anger,
for whom it is directed
I lay oblivious.
I remember having a reason
for just about anything,
Option A or B i could make a decision
But not now, I do not remember.
I remember i could talk for hours,
Even without stopping i just kept going
But now all the tenants in my head
have left and its all quiet.
I wonder if they took my memories
My precious memories with them.
I remember love, and all the joy
It brought into our lives
and the feeling i had in my stomach
Whenever i saw you or heard your voice
or just the mentioning of your name
But not anymore i do not.
It makes me wonder,
Where Did The Butterflies Go?