Quite a number of people have told me that the people I meet in my teenage years, especially in high school will just be temporary people in my life. That I will get attached to them, make bonds, share memories and that I will feel miserable when they walk out of my life. They said "they come and they go."

I didn't think this would actually happen to me in reality, I thought what they had told me just a myth. Some sort of fairy tale that cease to exist. Until I had graduated and realized who I still remained friends with and whom I do not associate myself with anymore.

Some friendships I didn't feel as much of them walking out on me, but there were certain people whom I deeply felt so much agony when they left me with no goodbye, no explanation and no closure what so ever. There were also friendships that I was so relieved that I didn't have to talk and deal with them in my life again.

So to the ones who had caused me pain and left me in the rough times and to I had thought that I would remain friends with for a very long time: you didn't deserve to know important pieces of me. It's your lost for not being to see me grow into this beautiful butterfly who is able to fly and spread her wings that is filled with so much love and joy. Too bad you couldn't see me grow a garden that is made up of all the aspects of me both the good and bad. Because you only saw my flaws and not see my blooming personality, which have charmed a whole new people and they bring out they best in me. You did not deserve to see me paint the sky with my amazing smile, but that is alright cause I've got people now who watch over me and they couldn't be more proud of me. To anyone who feels or felt the same, don't you ever say to yourself they didn't want to keep you around, say you are the greatest piece of art no museum could ever compare and they never got to keep you.