The wonderful woman
Who would bash her head against the wall in pain,
Scream, agonising
Over why
Why her,
Why did she deserve the pain
The pain of her husband the love of her life
Doing it again...
This time he did it better and had a mate to play with her mind.
She was strong
Really now,
I know she disclosed
Such small things
Her love for me is immense
She wanted me to have what she had
Prayed for it
Prayed for us both
My sister chose a different path
Mum didn't agree
She wanted us to be loved
Equally
She knew it was possible and hoped
With every ounce
The pain we were in
Broke her
How did she find this man
marry him
be persuaded to have babies to him
For him to leave and abuse
Not just her; but she watched over as he destroyed her innocent babies.
We watched her fall apart
rebuild herself
Back together
All the while getting abuse
Watching us hope and pray with her
that
Eventually
He would realise
Wonderful woman you are to me
My beautiful mum