#strengh
Sweats have turned blood
My legs are weak
Temporary turning me *******
I can no longer move
Not a single step forward
My sorrow overwhelming, consuming
I've travelled alone, left alone
Hopelessly helpless in my journey
In this tunnel of depression
I'm condemned to suffer forever
But wait!
I see something
I can finally see
the end of the tunnel
from where I worthlessly lie
Greeting me with a shiny light
As bright as sun
Light, they say is hope, assurance, intrepidity,
life, end of darkness, new beginning...
Help is here!
The suffering is almost over
The curse of an unending loneliness
Is broken, perhaps
Find me strength
To drag myself once more
To endure the pain one last time, hopefully
Yes! Light!
It brightens per each pace I move
But what if it is a train approaching?
What if it's only a figment of my imagination?
Just like the last time - countless times
It makes things worse each time, quite deceptive
And yet, it feels, like them all
Jun 11, 2021
Jun 11, 2021 at 4:17 AM UTC
Never forget the root that fed you,
for no matter the height you attain
remember the earth beneath your feet..
No matter your height,
you forget what
you grew from...
you'll easily fall and no one will hear it.
Dec 12, 2020
Dec 12, 2020 at 2:07 PM UTC
Your like, look at the bloke with no legs,
I be like, I can run faster than you mouth.
Yes I many be stumpy and do these shorts
look big on me, but I'll never be shorter
than your short mindedness.
Running your gob like your mouth,
matches your shoesize.
Dam why would you even admit that..
well I haven't got height but boy I have length
not like you...
Do you shop at baby gap for then tiny toes,
I'll always be higher than those belittling
others.
for there short term gratitude.
My strength isn't vertical,
its that I can stand taller
than all the misgivings that others
stigma me with.
Before they realise the truth,
that is I can see a lot
more truth than you can,
the taller they are the more noise
they make when they fall.
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 11:25 AM UTC
I was the nail in a coffin
of hardship.
But just because I was a nail
didn't disconnect me from
the ideology of my use.
I held it together,
for many this was to much,
brittle and frail they never dug
down deep.
Where I held this all together,
I wasn't about to let life
pull me out,.
I was a nail, holding my life together,
a coffin of hardships that 'll
bury one day..
but for now I'm in deep enough
to keep it together.
Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 9:11 AM UTC
We are all paused,
awaiting a reset
that never comes.
The reality of us is,
we must continue
even though we feel static.
As time will never wait
only continue past our pain. .
But moments heal over
and we continue.
Scarred but we wear
them proudly,
so not to show we were weak
but prevailed over our past.
Feb 2, 2020
Feb 2, 2020 at 1:17 PM UTC
We can all be better,
for that one moment.
We can touch a
heartbeat
and show that even though
were at our lowest.
we can raise someone
higher just when they need it.
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 3:54 PM UTC
There are wolves at the door,
but we will never let
them get there claws into you.
We are looking for the princes
that'll treat you right..
And we know you'll defend them,
the princes when the time comes.
Your strong my daughter,
raised that your stronger
than anything that'll get in your way.
Your the meaning to our life.
But your free, and your stronger than
any before you.
Kick there arses..
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 5:32 PM UTC
Doubt is a cloud hanging
over me.
And the rain is a reminder,
that ill never dry off.
I just want to hold up high,
strength,
so it keeps
me dry of tears seeping though stitches.
But on this day, I'm ill prepared and
the clouds drown me in droplets
of high felt emotion.
Raining down unimpeded.
Oct 11, 2019
Oct 11, 2019 at 6:30 PM UTC
When we are strongest
they try to chop us down
peice by piece.
Till were a stump,
that they can just stand atop.
But we will never be toppled.
We will always grow from
our lowest point.
And reach ourselves further
than we were before.
And if anyone were to try to
make us topple.
We'd poilitly let our heaviest branch
fall uopn them.
And watch them lie lower than
they ever tried to make us feel.
But we shall not gloat,
we will just grow stronger
from there weakness.
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 4:43 PM UTC
On the road to mental perfection
you have to get over pebbles,
before you conquer mountains.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 7:04 AM UTC
Never let a mistaken step,
let you think that everything
is a fallen hope.
For only one step
shows us
that even one can faulter us.
The many hands
can pick us up.
But we are always stronger when
a singular hand is holding us.
But when we have the hand prints
of others,
we will always lift up stronger.
Oct 25, 2019
Oct 25, 2019 at 3:41 AM UTC
I could never swing from a 0..
cos I'm always plus one,,
I'm never alone, the weight to much to carry
to an early grave,
if I ever thought of that moment,
they'd be my wings giving me flight.
I'd hang on for the breath on sunrise knowing
that there is a new beam of balance.
That id not be dust,but I'd be a fresh breath
on the new day.
I'll neve be a zero hanging limp,
as im always plus one.
Which the all of you breathing me through
each daw, knowing there is more
to keep me going, even though I'm low you keep
me flying high enough to float
and not fall where a hang alone, silent...
Know I breath each dawn and I'm never alone.
Aug 26, 2019
Aug 26, 2019 at 6:59 PM UTC
she tries her best
but she has no idea what she is doing
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 5:07 AM UTC
We are all green houses,
never let anyone throw
a rock though your widows..
As there just jealous that's growing
within.
Some may be infertile within,
cold and un-growing.
No seed of compassion sprouts within.
But you are a virtual rainforest of
creative imaginings..
So growth forth and no rock
shall ever come through your greenhouse...
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 10:37 AM UTC
I thought you where a mirage,
fleeting between my moments
of exhaustion.
But then I realised that dreams
can be a reality,
and you were here next to me.
My oasis, quenching me
in my times of doubt.
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 8:51 AM UTC
That Singular Lego Piece,
When I was younger and
life was just walls...
That where just falling down
around me,
I found something.
A single piece of Lego.
And on it scratched into
it where three words...
Always build higher.
Where my life had been
even at such a young age.
I thought
the only thing walls were,
where ones that crumbled.
But after that moment,
when all I fell upon
where pebbles of lost moments.
That could have built
higher but crumbled, like so many.
That one brick, built me higher
than any singular instant.
And to this day,
I have never looked
at another lower,
or higher than myself.
For ever brick is built on the strength
of another taking the weight
of the one below it.
And without that strength below,
we couldn't build ourselves
to the height we are today.
Everyday I wear that brick around my neck.
Not to weigh me down, but to realise,
that below every brick
is another holding us up
with there strength, and without them
we would crumble.
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 6:10 AM UTC
Impressions of self,
show us the depth
of our inner strength.
And no matter how
faded we may be,
we'll never forget ourselves.
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 5:32 PM UTC
We need to sober up
from the liquor
of lies.
And see that which was regarded,
was through
pain tainted glasses
now broken.
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 5:24 PM UTC
She was woven within the clouds
but never really settled on cushions of
pearls that never rained down truth.
Her inclination tainted her wings of
subjectivity, and she washed her
past off her, feathers descended in sorrow.
Tears crumbled as the truth that all wasn't
as was shown stripped her of virtue.
She never flew again, to show her solidarity for truth.
Her wings did open, but to show the strength
of even though she didn't soar
she was of the air of truth, faithful.
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 3:44 PM UTC
You raised me to rise above the
shallow pills that are sometimes
caught in the throat of life's dry moments.
But when we swallow to many placebos,
longevity is staled by us collecting
false remedies to our problems.
I'll never do as my friends did and choke
on every struggle, clearing my throat I never
took anything I just rose above life's problems
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 6:10 PM UTC
Even though we start anew
to relinquish what made us more,
will leave us less..
To abandon one part of us
removing that which for awhile
made us stronger.
Will only leave us empty further on.
Our strength is only made a shadow
by what shined a light on the parts that held us up.
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 4:13 PM UTC
He roars aloud and breaks and tears
And puffs out his mane and his fangs he bears
As if to tell me and all others (but especially me)
That there is no power and might as he
And he walks with that regal ego
That he was born into
Over the corpses of the fallen
Over my half-dead body too
So blinded by his beauty he can barely even conceive
That the pawn he pushed away is the royal he needs
But he can't hear beyond his own roar
Can't see past his mane
Can't see that the light at the end of the tunnel
Is actually just a train
Thinks his image will forever burn in her brain
And he might bring the fire but she brings the rain
And she steps out the mud with broken bloodied bones
Marches through the castle like its already her own
Howls at the moon and sets fire to the stones
With a hand on her heart and her eyes on the throne
Tell them to hoist the flags, tell them to let the wolves roam
Tell the King of the Jungle
That the Queen has come home
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 9:48 AM UTC
Wear your scars like tattoos,
Let them remind you of the times you could've died,
But you learned to swim with the tide.
<3
Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 7:25 AM UTC
She was a shadow of herself enveloped
in the negatives of bygone memories .
But she shone brighter than all the yesterdays.
Walking in a timely manner of her choosing.
Though she always wondered slowly,
everything of her day was done.
Her thoughts always vocalized upon us,
never reserved she always spoke her mind.
*"Time waits for no others"
"So always wait for its pauses"
"Then get yourself two minutes ahead,*
We loved her for the fire that never seemed
to dampen no matter the season or
what life collected upon her frail frame..
She rings us every weekend, reminding
us that she's still a memory in a lives.
Who would ever miss her,
she's more alive than any of us...
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 4:47 PM UTC