Starving myself mentally for you
You know what I'm talking about
How I make myself think "its not that serious"
But wouldn't it be if to you, you want me to devout?
You make me feel like self imploding is real
Being with you makes me not able to stand myself sometimes
I've come this far just to take every backwards step with you
I've been moaning your name while begging for you to throw away my time