I can not keep from crying, I really don't know why, however, as I approach the anniversary of your death, all I want to do is die. It hurt me so much beyond compare, to watch you leave this life, I would have gladly traded my life for yours and I would have gladly died. It has been four years now since you left me, The pain is hard to take, oh please oh please all I can ask of you, is that you will gladly wait for me so we can be together once again.