I knew it was gonna be hard one
yet i didn't see it coming
I watched some emotional drama
knowing it will unfold my inner hurricane
yet i didn't see it coming
it starting with a tear rolling down
turning into a flood soon
i clinched my fists so hard
nails dig into the flesh with bleeding marks
my cries turned into screaming
and i tried hiding in the blanket
i still heard my screams like whistles blown in wind
i could smell my own fear
i breathed my own misery
my mind played many games
my heart ached like never before
shiver in the body
rolled up in a ball
holding tight like it's gonna fall apart
my heart was racing
my breathing was breaking
i knew it has to pass
but i knew i won´t survive it tonight
my eyes cried all out
till tiredness took over
and body went to slumber
waking up again and again
and a blink woke me up
finding him out there
was like a dream coming true
knowing it was a nightmare
not a dream i hold onto anymore
yet i let it console me
i looked in the light
again and again
till my heart paced
and there was no race
i drifted on and off
knowing it so well
tomorrow will be another night
and i will fight once again
if not i will look at light
and i will wait

KPK