I continue my life. I still wonder why. My darkness has come back. I don't know what to do anymore. I still wonder why I feel the same. I've tried everything and still no light. Sometimes I wonder if I ever will be truly happy. I have a ****** up life and still do. I found my light after awhile of searching for it. The question is will the light come back? Come back to get rid of my darkness. So I can actually start to love my life again. To truly cherish the precious life I have. Only time can tell. But time is catching up to me.