I will never stop loving them. I will always be here as a friend, but tonight I am giving up on them. Not even them really, just the idea of waiting. I have waited long enough. I am not locking the door, but I am closing it. I am closing it and walking away. If they ever choose to knock, I may answer. To two of the greatest men I have ever loved... I love you. Stay safe and be well. To the third, only time will tell.