not many days had passed since you first left we were too far apart all the time told myself it was better this way because my biggest fears always traced your bad lines walking down the street i see you across the way and i try to try and not to make eye contact but i cant resist the memories locked in your face so i stare and for a moment we get lost in each other separated by a street and so much more you smile and all the differences seem to disappear and i want to run and be caught by you again i want to come home because you were the most beautiful place i'd ever made my home but the cars flash by and suddenly you're not standing there all i see is a trace of your silhouette against the cold october air somehow we recapped the past 9 months in a single moment and you didn't care enough to stay so again you just walked away and i was left standing surprised for the millionth time