i thought about texting you
but then i came to my senses
because it wouldnt have changed anything.
we are both with other people
i love being with my boyfriend
and im sure you love being with your girlfriend.
but im still so sick of us not talking.
i thought i would be better without you
but it has only made me more and more broken
i miss you
i really do
but if i were to text you,
i wouldnt know how you would take it
or if you would tell anyone.
i miss you
and i just really want to catch up
thats all