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May 2016
Just so you know
I still think about you.

I still talk about you.

I still tell our story because it’s a beautiful story about growth and change, experience…

Just so you know,

I still check up on you.

I still have your number.

I still wish you the best.

It’s just that now I can see that you don’t want to change.

And it really wasn’t your fault.

Truth be told, there is actually no one to blame.

I just changed…

Just so you know,

I still whisper to the wind, whisper to the rain: ‘stay strong’

And I look at the clouds that are now coming your way, searching for a promise that you’ll get that message…

Just so you know,

I don’t feel the guilt anymore.

I don’t remember the feeling.

I don’t remember your voice.

I don’t remember your smile.

You were just a strong illusion,

A strong fantasy

Now disappearing.

But just so you know,

I still think that you’re wonderful.

I still think you’ll find your way.

I still believe in you.

And just so you know,

Every time when I look at the calendar

And I notice that number,
 23,

I’ll send you a thought.

I’ll send you a warm hug.

I’ll send you my positive energy.

Because even tho we cut ties,

You’re still my favorite dream that I was dreaming wide awake.

And even tho you’ll never see this

And it won’t mean anything to you anyway,

I just want you to know

That I’m forever grateful

For having you in my life
Deanna M Reeder
Written by
Deanna M Reeder  20/F/Tulsa
(20/F/Tulsa)   
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