the momentum of excess
everything; extra
bedding, know-how,
fear of, weight
turn around,
too late to stop,
flat on your
face

it takes time to learn
the art of leaning in
letting energy whorl
while changing direction
to achieve that boost
that comes with the spin

I know I've performed
beautiful tricks
inspiring life
risk-taking-ness
to the benefit of those looking, but
in my own life,
am I seeing what I have done for me?
is the method with which I receive
working

the other inside me is demagnetizing