Someone asked me what it was like loving you
I said it was like loving a hurricane
You came unexpectedly in my life
I got no warning or signs that you were on your way to me
You were this beautiful spiral disaster
Who was out of control and a complete mess when we met
You were like a carefree child who had no care at all at the world
But you didn't know the damage that you have done
I knew from the start that you were messy and complicated
I guess that's what attracted me to you
I have this thing where I want to fix things and people
But all you did was destroy everything
Everything that I ever put all my effort into
And in the process you destroyed me too
I thought I could be the one to help you
Help you manage your anger and your fears
And bring the sunshine in you
Because I know that you wouldn't be like a hurricane without any reasons or cause behind it
Throughout the time of getting to know you
I've seen your dark side and your past and what had triggered you to be this way
That's when I thought that you needed someone to save you
So I volunteered to be that person
But really I was the one who needed saving
Because you drowned every part of me
Leaving me with emptiness and a broken heart
Then I thought to myself:
Maybe I broke my own heart too
Cause I walked myself right into this situation
When I knew from the beginning this wasn't going to be easy to get through
I should have left it at hello
But it was all my choice to stay and get attached
For I have given you the opportunity too
I just thought you could have proven me wrong
So loving you was like loving a hurricane
It was intense and grimy
You came on too strong in the start
Eventually you were calm
People say hurricanes caused them sadness
I'm pretty sure I felt the same as well