Tired of myself , tired of being of the two sides of me.

One side loves the one stable and true,The other loves the danger and strength and full acceptance of another.

Impossible to choose,  don't want to hurt anyone.

The impulsive side thinks the danger is close, If we could be anything but bored right now.

Don't want to lose everything we worked so hard for.  
Thinks she really earned his love in spite of himself .

Sometimes she just wants it to be OK no matter what we say or do.
To never hurt a tender heart with unprepared words or her true self coming through.

Never thought she would be loved this much by one let alone two. Did nothing to deserve it.

She wants to dance a slow dance and drink in thoughts of true love from both washing over emotions.

Loving both in different ways, maybe in another world having nether.

Two Princes who stand ready for her.  Wanting only to run away from the cerebral and follow the heart.

Steam covers the mirror once more losing sight of herself.