the eyes that stare back are mine, but the body is something foreign. is that me? how? i don't know what to do with this body, how to make it move, or do the things a body is supposed to do. it moves differently than mine - is this what 'swagger' is? it's just as uncomfortable, this body, as my old one, and i don't know how to make it work. i'm learning, and it's going to be a little awkward for a while, but please, bear with me, because i'm capable of more, now, than i've ever been before, and i am making the world a better place.
For everyone who has gone through transition. Of body, of circumstances, of gender role - keep making the world a better place. Hang in there.